Animus waits for any reaction from West, acceptance, another cutting remark, anything would have been better than the silence. Finally, the urge to fill it becomes overpowering.
He takes a deep, shaky breath. "I honestly don't know why I didn't talk to you and Tug. I think, while reaching for the Hierarch position, I gave up something. My center?" He looks to Ankh, needing some measure of reassurance, even if it's just her presence. "I want to repair that, need to repair it."