The questions took him somewhere else.
Again, the hair. Color. Curls? Would Asp and Zoey be godparents? Would movie night turn into a Pixar festival every week? The theater was a big place to baby-proof.
She'd be a girl.
What?
Rewind. Replay. Still, talking. Fingers gripped tighter and tighter on the small hand under his, until the spasmed loose at the realization he was probably hurting Avis.
"What."
The hand tore free, joining it's partner splayed in the air.
"Are you kidding me. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. We're having, a, a, an abortion, and you want to talk about needing to ask ourselves if we're gonna use a coat hanger or a spell? WHO GIVES A FUCK!"
Was she insane?
"Goddamn, Asp, what the FUCK is wrong with you! That's all you can say? OKAY BUT I DON'T WANNA MAGIC. You didn't give a good golly goddamn flying fuck about using magic in a Duel to fight over some fucking Banner Warden title but now it's a big fucking deal to cast a fucking spell? That's all that matters? THAT ISN'T ALL THAT MATTERS. It's OKAY to use magic in some fucking GAMES to impress Arrows but you can't use magic to help us? Your fucking games are more important than our kid? Than us?"
When did he stand up? Or start yelling? Hands came up to cover his face, rubbing at it.
They'd talked about it.
Right?