Garrett nods as she talks. The tonal shift at the end of her assessment interested him, "What? Are you worried you do not sound vampire enough?" he chuckles, trying to cut the tension a bit. He waves his hand dismissively, "Everyone is different. Some are more self aware, or were Embraced under different circumstances. Age is a factor, and so is Clan. Um, from what I am hearing you have been very fortunate. Nothing to be embarrassed by, you should be happy for that; it just means you need more experience." He looks at his hands momentarily, thinking,
"Atticus is a good resource if you want more literature on specific topics. The Grand Wyrm studies the Soul but as her title announces, she understands Terror as well...Auf jeden Fall. You have to understand losing control. We will have to set up a time and we can go through the paces in a controlled manner with one of the cages so you do not hurt yourself or someone else. In the meantime I would suggest you begin paying attention to the changes while you still have a firm hold on being human, it helps keep things in perspective later." Speaking from frustrated experience.
"How long do you feel you need?"
Good to wrap?