In the Makers Mind
The little woman strode forward with long and firm steps as if hurrying after biger and faster. It was a old habit and nothing else, for in truth the woman was going nowhere and following noone. As she walked she huddled from the biting wind in her large jacket, rust red hair swaying in the wind. Beyond her suprisingly short stature she didn’t look like much, mearly a short and thoughtfull woman. At least that’s the case for those who can not truly see. No one here could.
As she walked the contemplated the last few weeks of events. They had not been extrordinary, to be honest. They had been very mundane and that was what made them so wounderus. In the time since ariving in the city of Sacramento she had experienced many things she had not expected to find again. Friendship; taking the form of the two beautiful stripers Erica and Enzo as well as the at times frigid Alice White, all three beings like here, people once lost to the world who managed to make their way back. Passion, this time in the hevy metal musican Seth Callaway. She briefly woundered if there would be a future there. She was unsure, they were very different in nature. Last was Kinship; for in coming here she found more than just her Lost friends, she found a whole society of kin of nature. The future looked promising in that regard, a place where even her goblin-like visage could fit in and be accepted and where her talents could be appreciated.
Her vissage darkened as she turned down another street in the intersection. Of course, things were not as ideal as her fantasy made them seem. They rarely were when one was caught somewhere between a normal existance and a realm of dreams and nightmare, of unimaginable beauty and cruelty all at the same time. All was not right, the Spring Soverign had been attacked by someone. She did not know by who, or why. It was a terrifying throught that someone would actualy dare to attack a Soverign in the open like that. The Soverigns were the most skilled of them, having brought themselves to power over their respective Court through mastery of whichever tools they weilded. She imagined King Crunk had mastered popularity, no one would say no to him. Briefly she woundered what her own Sovereign had mastered to earn his place as the king of the Autumn Court.
A briefe thought struck her. Maybe she should actualy go and meet him? She had never properly introduced herself to him, and it was high time for her to do so and to figure out what she could do four her Court, seeing as the frigid Winter Queen had more or less told her that her concern over the wellfare of the Freehold had not been desired. Her steps faltered. Maybe that had not really been the issue at all? She had been brash and loud about her worries, uncaring for how they might be interprated by those that did listen. Had the Queen thought her one of the disenters to her actions? Most likely. She would have to be more mindfull in the future, she promised herself. It would not do to only make enemies.
She stood still, eyes turned towards the evening sky though they did not see it. Her attention were turned away from what laid beyond herself, forced to turn inwards to dig deep into herself. She would have to make something of herself if she were to succeed and live well here. Something grand, perhaps? Or maybe just something that would let her live in comfort? She would go and speak to her King, but beyond that she had no plans, no purpus. The fear of roaming the world and wither and die without finding purpus welled up in in her. For each day you do not move forward you die a little more inside, your hopens and dreams fading. Only moving forward would realise them, you made your own fortune. She looked down at her hands, long and slender fingers. She had no clue what to make with them.