JC a couple pings of sadness, and… exasperation? But nothing that wasn’t willing to be set aside. It sounded very dissociative. Or at least part did. The part about holding on for as long as possible and being a good echo seemed almost paradoxical. Although, disagreements within oneself was for more common than people admitted or even considered.
“So, what’s the reason,” he asked carefully. “Not the ‘there is no reason’” A lot of people went straight to that if he didn’t stop them. “Or the logic.” That led too close to talk that could be a Breach. He paused considering.
“Maybe it would be better to phrase it another way. What would happen if you didn’t do your job? Didn’t work to be a faithful echo? Allowed yourself to think you might be more?”
He tried to keep his his voice even and non-confrontational, though he knew he might be seen as such any way. Parts didn't always liked being questioned about motivation. Occasionally it brought up other mechanisms to not have to think about it. JC probably should have been a bit more careful but since embrace his training didn't kick in as easily as it had before.