Everything about this place was pretty. The trappings of the bar, the handsome bartender all in blacks, the gorgeous waitresses, the people going to and fro. Even the drinks, mixed to perfection with swirling colors. It was beautiful. It was the kind of trappings that the world wanted to see, servants going about. It was the kind of place people were meant to lose themselves in.
He knew a thing or two about servitude. It was what he had been made for, and the urge to pay close attention to the social faux pas around him, to lose himself in the minutae just for a moment so he could focus on anything but his memories...
"Bulleit, please. Rocks," he murmured to the bartender politely, absently, leaving another twenty on the bar. It was the third such drink he had ordered. The Wizened was tipsy. It wasn't good for him. He wasn't supposed to be drinking, not on the SSRIs, the doctor's psychotropic drugs that had dragged him away from the dark place he was going. But this was a particularly rough night. These nights came less often now, now that the meds had torn away a piece of his Clarity in exchange for the depression being numbed.
To a cunning Lost, he appeared to be a gentleman, with finely coiffed black hair and a fine black suit over a white shirt and a black tie. Beneath the Mask, he was thin, supernaturally so, and his skin was grey and smooth. The sort of man who just blended in, to look at him, his mein looked stark and sharp, the absence of a major effect of a Mantle a tell-tale sign to those who might be in the know of what Court he might belong to...
The drink hit the bar. The lips hit the rim. The bourbon hit the throat. So it would continue until he finally stumbled home.