Deep breath. Calm down. You did get through Pandemonium, Namkha, you can get through this.
The Asian mage eyes fill with resolve again, her gaze still directed at Aquinas. "What I'm calling a regrettable mess is the whole situation, along with her being a spy, Hierarch Aquinas. Even more since, as data I was provided claimed, her presence was requested by the Consilium of Sacramento. I see that you'd like to twist my words as you like or skip details altogether, but what Hierarch Velois demands, what I need, are details - details that Dal Riata by her going astray has refused us and made clear that she's not going to share. I hope someone as far on our Path as you, Hierarch Aquinas, understands that there's far more to her actions than just action; I'd like to be allowed to search for truth of her actions here, in Sacramento."
Truth. Such a... feeble... thing; even more so for Mastigos, who strife for clear minds and yet, have the greatest talent of clouding them and thus, hiding the truth. You wouldn't need to search for an example far: this man who stands against her; just a few minutes ago smiled so nicely earlier, just to turn into a torturer with impossible demands. Which face of his is true? What's his heart like?
What are his intentions?
"Still, I can't sever the connection to the Golden Consilium, Hierarch Aquinas. I have vital reasons for that, but it's not the time nor place to discuss them. I don't believe that would help me, either; would you trust me if I had done so? I doubt - I, too, wouldn't trust myself."
Yet, she's still taking out a tissue out of her handbag, readying herself to spill her own blood for the Hierarch.