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Kai
Mage ST
Joined: 15 Dec 2008
Posts: 673
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39.00 Experience
Wed Jan 28, 2009 10:53 pm
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 Disconneted...Determined...Sociopath?
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Kai watched her speak. She was lovely. More idle banter. He couldn't tell her anything. There was nothing she would understand. There was nothing she could say that would remotely hold his interest for more than a witty retort.
What was that thing? Why did it have to come into that club? Why was it planning on feeding on that man? More importantly, Why did he just let it walk away? He couldn't get over it, why had he let it get away, and where was he going to find time to chase it down and kill it.
More idle banter, another witty retort, and a drink. It was the only thing making the inanity bearable. The guy in the robes walked in. Weren't they just speaking about that? Some hollow history she could never know the real substance of. How could he look this man in the eyes. He had walked that path before. How could he hold his head up high sitting here chatting with her, wasting his time trying to connect to a world he would never be a part of again.
Another inane comment...another inane response. He looked at the monk. He missed it. It had focused him, given him purpose. It made it easier to understand that he could not be a part of this world. This world he had sworn to protect.
Shut up. Please. Shut up. Could he buy the guilt down? He would pay for his dinner. Hopefully he was a resident here, and not just passing through. He would have to locate the monastery if it was here. If for nothing else to just sit, and refocus.
She really was beautiful. Kai looked at her and made a comment. What had he said? It didn't matter. He would kiss her, and...what, she wanted to see a movie now? Go back to someones place, have some meaningless bonding moment? He didn't want to.
The kisses meant nothing. He was barely there. He left. He hoped she wouldn't call again. She probably had some boys on the side. He was just a sugar daddy. An old man to glean wisdom from. She wouldn't miss him.
He hadn't kissed her. He had kissed his human connection to this world goodbye. There was nothing here for him but a quest to protect. Mages, Humans...Is the killer of killers good or evil? Maybe just sociopathic. As long as he could keep meaning in his magic, he would be ok. For now.
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Kai: SS(*), MS(*), FS$( 8), SA$(20) ,SH$(17), M:12/15, W:8/9,H:13/13
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