There was just a puff of surprised admiration for Vivians sleeping arrangement. He never thought about rain that way - then again, his battered skin would not take kindly on that 'massage'. He smiled at her, nonetheless. I wonder if her carefree nature is a product of her Durance or just something innate.
Gerrit stopped once he noticed Vivian leaning forward. She was quite the odd one, but there was a sincerity to her that was endearing. Maybe it was her Primordial nature, maybe it was what reeled her into the Iron Spear, but it was most definitely her - Vivian. He was concerned for a moment - his breath growing more shallow and shorter, the anticipation of a storm - but when she spoke about the work she put in, about her therapy he relaxed again. "That's very brave of you, to tell me something like this." But maybe it was just his upbringing that drove home a sense of shame about things like this. He held his breath for a second and took a leap of faith. "I also used to get therapy. Uhm, not after that, but once I moved away from my- parents. I'm glad it helped you." He didn't want to say much more - especially not since she remarked the importance of listening. She laid out her struggles, so he didn't want to make this about himself.
He was too much into the rush of making a spontaneous move to notice her worries. "Don't be sorry - that's who you are. Plus, we're in no formal meeting or anything, so why not do what we want to do?" He heard her wish for stillness, but he had been too passive most of his life. Yes, maybe now was the right time to sit down and enjoy the day, but if the Airtouched felt more comfortable moving around he could hardly impose this rule onto her. He grew more sure of his decision, the criticisms in his mind being shut down onw after the other the more they packed up. Besides, she would speak up if she wanted to stay put.
So they went. The bags were easily carried by the Ogre, and Gerrit enjoyed the change of pace. He worked a steady rhythm, not close to being strained but excited enough to breathe heavier. When Vivian pointed out the tree he was taken aback at first. Patterns, why yes - its bark. Then she hit him with her naive compliment. She had to be naive, not serious - nobody has called him beautiful since he returned.
That realization almost brought tears to his eyes, a wave of sorrow sweeping him up at that moment. He fought down the feeling, not wanting to spoil the mood and looked down at his hands self-consciously. The scars and scabs formed a pattern all right, but the sick and bloody colors were far from beautiful. Was she just being nice? That wouldn't fit the sincere impression he got of her so far.
Then the Stonebones noticed that he had been silent for a while, struggling for composure. "Uh, you think so? I mean, uh, thanks." Some awkward bean he was.