Finally home, it was time to calm down, her body screaming at her, pulsating with desire, she hated this part of herself, it was hard to keep away from her sexual desires the longer she went the more they seemed to overwhelm her mind, she didn't want to sleep with anyone, it was always hollow in the end she knew it but her body was either cursed or conditioned to be filled with these awful desires.
Sadly there didn't seem to be any other Succubus in this freehold she could ask about it nor had she ever met any other one but then again would that truly change anything? Her body would still scream at her even if she knew if other's of her seeming had similar issues.
Splashing her face with cold water to calm down, brushing her teeth and touching up her makeup as well as she could now that were something she had to ask how other's dealt with. Having the seeming there made it hard to get makeup down correctly for the mask that was a certainty whilst her cursed blessing made it partially even harder but also less necessary, her makeup would look a lot better to all onlookers than it actually were anyway not to mention that it wouldn't change if she used a light touch or perfectly sorted her make up it would still look mostly the same to both herself and all her onlookers anyway so she could just go through her basic routine getting the touches done to raise her self confidence and helping her keep a sense of self, always feeling that the more she gave up to her mirrored existence the more she would lose herself and become nothing more than a hollow living illusion.

She picked up one of her favorite clothing sets, she must have had 3 eerily similar sets of it but it felt right on her skin, looked good enough to pass a normal day and to attend a party never being an issue and with her illusionary aid so could it direct the clothes perfectly to any situation or well perfectly enough that it worked in every situation of her life.

Biting down on her finger to cause herself some pain, not enough to bleed but enough to keep herself focused on something else.
Looking around which club should she head to tonight?
Her uber arriving, she quickly and without thinking saying to drive her to the depot that would be a good choice, a bit pricey perhaps but then again she didn't plan on paying for herself anyway.

The car ride feeling agonizingly long but she finally arrives without issues, quickly charming her way past the bouncer, life without a real identity to back yourself up with and being young could be such a hassle luckily a seductive glance and the right lip movements could get you through a lot of situations.

Not feeling quite like herself finding a proper mate for...no not a mate someone to get her a drink in her usual manner felt like to much work so instead opting to just sit alone looking over the people here for the night, it didn't take her long to be offered a free drink in exchange for some friendly conversation helping her calm down a little before rejecting the woman that had bought her drinks.

Heading up to the dance floor, dancing her cravings away, the music playing were loud and talking with people were impossible, the drum and bass in the music pulsating through her. Dancing with everyone that approaches her, actively showing of her sex appeal, now she may not have been the best dancer but then again her nimble body and sex appeal more than made up for such minor issues at a place like this making her stand out enough for people to remember her the next day with a guarantee.
Exchanging kisses and touching of private areas with more people than she could remember, in the corner of her eyes she could see someone she recognized but couldn't place at the moment, the night going on either on the dance floor or getting drinks from various people as she takes a breather not until a bit into the night finding herself dancing with a woman that for her current drunken eyes were quite the looker at least.
It wasn't long before they were frenching one another, finally she could calm her desires for a while, her new friend disappearing to go to the bathroom for a couple of minutes coming back handing her a pair of wet panties whispering that she lived nearby, quickly being led out by the woman her head spinning, getting halfway there before breaking lose, shaking her head and running of, she had just enough strength of mind to resist, she didn't want this hollow sex she wanted feelings and to be loved.
Heading back to the bar and stupidly getting two more drinks.
Minutes later heading for the bathroom only to find it occupied rushing out, making it into a alleyway to empty her stomach, finding balance by leaning against the wall, it wasn't long before the rest of her stomach needed emptying but this time she were perhaps lucky feeling someone supporting her and holding her hair back she couldn't tell who but then again she wouldn't have been able to do anything no matter who it was anyway.
At last noticing her helper, chance encounters weren't they funny? The girl that had opened the door at the sorority stood there holding her up.
"Lets get you home"
Being led to her car like a doll, laid down in the backseat.
"Where do you live?"
Lightly answering and feeling the car drive of, she couldn't tell if the ride were quick or slow but she did get a bottle of water and started to regain some of her senses.
"There let me help you to your door"
Getting helped to the door, leaning over to try and kiss the girl not even really thinking straight but getting refused.
"No not like this, take care now"
The girl kissed her cheek and disappeared away, hehh she had been rejected that was a rare experience albeit one she would be grateful for tomorrow.
Making her way in.
Immediately opening her fridge and and picking out one of her many aloe bottles draining it swiftly and feeling how she starts to regain some sense of self but with that her nasty desires came back as well.

Heading to her bed, a rather large bed for just one person but she enjoyed the space, taking out the large box she kept under it, her most valuable and sometimes loved sometimes hated possessions her toy collection.
using all her favorite toys, pleasing herself, teasing herself and draining what little energy she has left until she falls asleep her body spent and relaxed after chain orgasms, calm for now but tomorrow might be another hard day, she had won this night but who knows how many more battles there would be and if she would stand a chance next time?

Her final thought before falling asleep dedicated to how lovely it would be to experience sex with someone she loved and that loved her in return.