Luna Above did she have to be so... Vulgar!? "Th-hat's different! It's fur, you're an animal then- or, basically one... It's definitely not the same." Wolves didn't have hundreds of years of developed customs regarding exposure drilled into their head at a young age. It was a weak counterpoint, but there was a bit of backbone growing... Though, it steadily sunk back as she started laughing, any spark of anger quickly giving way to embarrassment.
Once she'd calmed down... She thought he'd meant fighting, naturally, and Nathaniel was about to try his hand once more at bluntness before she finally caught on. "Ok... Uh, thanks." A rather audible sigh of relief, at learning it wasn't a requirement.
Then she mentioned his... Ah... Virginity.... "That's not technically! Um, I suppose it depends on how you look at it... I don't think I have that anymore?..." There was no easy way to explain that. "B-ut it's not just about sex it's being exposed like that... I still have those kind of urges? But it's- er- embarassing? No that's not the right word. I don't know?" He felt attractions to others- wasn't blind to that. Mary from the occult club was the first example that came to mind- though that was made more awkward by the fact that she and sis... Got along.. Whatever the case, he never saw fit to pursue anything of the sort.
Still- Emily was trying to be comforting. In hindsight Nathaniel saw how embarrassing this looked. How on-the-spot he'd put her, how uncomfortable this likely was. At hearing her own story, Nathaniel took a deep breath. In for a penny... "Thank you, for um... Sharing. And I'm not sure if I want to... Argh. Ok, Look. Just- Promise to keep an open mind?..." His tone were pleading.
First time telling this story to a packmate... Nathaniel began. "So, when I was still Nuzusul an older friend dragged me along to a Special Club..." Hint-Hint. "But apparently Fate decided that was somehow proof I had matured enough for my First Change. So much for that plan, right?" A nervous laugh there. "Didn't really try anything for a while after that. But When the 'Feelings' returned-" Luna Above, he felt so childish talking about it like that. "-I talked to my teacher, and he wasn't very open about physical stuff- or, didn't have time for it? Anyways I guess my constant prodding must have annoyed him, because he ah... He snapped at me and told me to stop wasting his time, and to find and ask a spirit if I was so eager?" It was likely said in jest or exasperation. Asshole. But at the moment, for the young crescent? Well, he'd gotten this far. In for a penny...
"So... I did?...." In for a pound. And only A few seconds after the admission, his face went pale at the realization. He'd just... Said that.
FUCK! Fuckfuckfuck why had he just admitted that?! What the fuck?! "Ah-I mean... It didn't go very far. It wasn't anythingsuperserious! Promise!" No, not at all. "I took precautions and I knewhatwasinvolved!" Because Nathaniel was just a Paragon of caution. "I just- Um... oh fuck WhyyyYYyy.." Hands covering his face now, a mixture of embarrassment and not wanting to see Emily's reaction.