"That might be true...I don't know. But what's really scary is when you got in over your head and had to chew at your opponent." Alice shakes her head, a wooden motion, only used so that she wasn't just sitting there. "I usually carry a knife...but." She'd forgotten it, and she might just do it again in the future.
"Thanks. At least my sniping at her didn't make a fool outta me. I...wasn't even thinking about how'd the Domain would see me after, Just that if I didn't so something that it would not only reflect poorly on me, but on the Prince as well." Alice didn't want to make a fool of her self and to make Asa regret his choice in Seneschal.
Alice nods, a wooden motion, the abrupt jerk Alessandra was used to seemed to smooth out, the Doll's bobbing head and nervous mannerisms seemed to have diminished. Alice could play the what if game all she liked, and she probably would...when she was alone. "Oh I know you're not one to be underestimated, she probably knew it too. If something had happened to me, and she headed for her, she would have laid a better trap, or sought out help, soldiers. She could have posed at a hunter and rounded up those cells that were giving us trouble....kine with fire and explosive rounds..." Alice didn't shudder but, she nearly did as her mind's eye painted the scenario perfectly upon it.
"I would. I would ask. She wanted to shake me, unseat the foundations we've been building together to strengthen our faith and loyalty to one an other. She just kept pressing, her words...they were by far her strongest weapon. If I hadn't snapped, if she didn't undo all the work she'd done with her pretty words, I can see how she could get me not to trust you....but that would have been something that would have taken month, years of subtle work, everything she'd started only to be undone by my talking to you. But she got impatient, and I surprised her with violence instead of the thread of it."
Another shift of her head, angling down to 'look' upon the tattooed savage. "So no. I don't think you're using me. Maybe if we hadn't started to really get along, I might have that fear in the back of my mind, but now that I know you better. No. We work together, we don't use each other."